Memory and Nostalgia, What fragile, bittersweet sensations that can flood us with dormant emotions that we thought we had long abandoned. Rummaging through old things, I found an innocuous item. A small string of fairy lights, A yellowing warm tone when lit. Small trinkets of the past hold power and sentiment that, within one ineluctable moment, bring us back to what we have lost. Last summer, these lights were in a mason jar Lighting up tables at my friend’s wedding, He was an old manager from work. I invited a dear friend as my plus one. A friend who I’ve…
Author: Mark Nyman
My name is Mark. I’m gay. I’m a Christian. And I love Jesus Christ and believe Jesus loves me. I knew this statement would be too controversial for the nondenominational Christian church I attended for 6 years. I’d have said “been attending” if I decided not to leave. When I was 7 years old, my father died of colon cancer. When I was 15, I told my mother I was suicidal and gay in the same sentence. At that moment, all she heard was that I was gay. When I was 21, I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder II and…