“I am a harm reduction advocate who uses marijuana, not a marijuana advocate who uses harm reduction.”
Andrew Littlefield
That distinction matters.
Harm reduction is not a free pass to use whatever substances we want, as long as they are not our former drug of choice. It is a set of strategies designed to reduce the negative consequences of drug use and, for many people, to keep them alive long enough to choose recovery on their own terms.
When I entered recovery, I committed to one year and four months of complete abstinence. No marijuana, no alcohol, no mind- or mood-altering substances. I attended Narcotics Anonymous religiously, followed the rules and built stability through structure and accountability.
That period of abstinence was not about proving something to anyone else. It was about facing the chaos of my life head-on, sober. I learned I could survive the hard moments without using. I found out who I was without drugs in my system.
Only after that foundation was in place did I reintroduce marijuana into my life. My harm reduction is built on the stability I gained during that abstinent period. Without that stability, my use today would look very different.
For anyone using any mind- or mood-altering substance — marijuana, alcohol, nicotine, even caffeine — there must be a system of accountability. Otherwise, it is far too easy to slip into old patterns. We tend to give substances power over us, to believe they are essential to our survival. The first step in keeping them in check is taking away that power.
We also have to be honest about what substances are, and keep that separate from who we are. For me, accountability means my marijuana use is not a secret. My wife knows I smoke. My mother knows. My therapist, my friends, my doctors — they all know. More importantly, they know I am open to hearing their concerns.
If I am not truly willing to examine my patterns of use, I am simply on a slow slide back into addiction. That’s why I also keep personal rules: never before my work is done, never in the morning unless it is a designated vacation or day off, and never because I am upset. If I break those rules, I am not just smoking marijuana — I am letting the self-regulation tools I worked hard to build fall by the wayside in favor of an easy fix.
Harm reduction is about keeping yourself alive, healthy and moving toward the life you want. But it only works if we are willing to stay honest with ourselves and others. Without that honesty and accountability, we are not practicing harm reduction. We are just finding a socially acceptable way to keep using.
For me, marijuana is part of my life. But recovery — and the accountability that comes with it — will always come first.
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